i wish i could go back to the time when we could hold hands and it wouldn't mean shit. but nooo, our every move is being watched. it sucks! now i finally understand how it feels why despite everybody else's objections, i still choose you. they don't understand. yes, you're not perfect. you may not say the perfect words to me, nor do the perfect things. and yes, you hurt me. but you make me happy. i like being with you, plain and simple. and i don't even know why. it's the little things you do and say, that make me feel like i'm on cloud nine.
but now is no longer the time for those things. you had months to make things right, but you only made them worse. and now that we're finally ok, you complicate things. worse than before.
yes. i'm still healing. i may have forgiven you for breaking my heart the way you did, but i don't know when i can forget. maybe i never will. but even so, i'd still give you a chance. over and over again. stupid as it may seem, i still care for you. you may not care for me, but i don't care.
all i need for you to do is to show me one amazing act. just one, to leave me breathless and have me wanting nothing more than that. maybe when the time is right, we could start all over again. just maybe.
let go of my quill at 10:39 PM
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